I really did fall for him as a person, it wasn't like I liked him because he liked me first then forcing myself to like the other stuff about them. I told him I love you because damn it I felt it. Not because he is cute or because he was nice to me first …
Author: justme0486
Just a woman trying to live my life the best way I can.
Why couldn’t you just say no?
He now says he never liked me at all that way...WHY THE FUCK CAN'T PEOPLE JUST SAY NO???...NO I DON'T WANT A LONG-DISTANCE RELATIONSHIP??? I would have understood. Letting me fall deeper and deeper for 5 days when he never liked me is SO fucked up. He said he thought that I'd just stop liking …
He broke up with me tonight(Please hold the I told you so)
He broke up with me tonight(Please hold the I told you so), he says he doubts he can be who I want him to be, which is crazy because I never asked for him to be any different and the distance. He doubts he will ever be able to come here. I feel crushed because …
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I wonder what people see in me
Why do you read my stuff, or like it, or follow my blog(if you do) dear reader? What do you see in me? I am really just a girl trying to live her life, truly I am just me, no more no less. This blog is my place to write and rant: my joy, my …
I want to be his super woman
Ok dear reader I admit it I am stalking my bf's page and every sad post I read makes me want to cry, How the hell can this world hurt such a beautiful soul?it's as if people are smashing a diamond to pieces. I want to protect him, to guard his heart, to nurture his …
I don’t just like his body I like his soul too.
My bf is a blogger as well we met on here I fell In love with his words first before we talked some of the things he writes I have felt too, as if I could have wrote the post myself. I want to heal ever hurt he's ever had not just because he is …
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My day today(4th of July)
Update on my day today(4th of July): My older brother Nick came to visit me and my dad at our house with his wife and kids, my niece brought her hubby and baby. I got to hold the baby, I held him sitting in up in the inside of my arm with my other arm …
I love my country.
My dad served in Nam, he was drafted right out of high school into the Army, my brother Shaun served in the Army, my ex hubby is a former Marine. He was in for the 4 years we were together, That time showed me how much military members are heroes. I love my country it …
Got to game it over the net with my bf on the PS3.
We got to play Castle Crashers together again, it was soo awesome. He doesn't even care that I am not really good at pushing too many buttons at once(damn you hands for not listening to me lol) and he had to keep healing me after I died. He even let me kill him so I …
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my nightmare, always a new twist on the same theme.
Last night I was dreaming that I was picking out cute clothes to wear for my new bf when I see him then the dream turns into a nightmare based around the abuse I went through as a kid but this time with a new twist: In the dream it was now and someone was …
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