Dear reader I can't sleep because of the pain from my CP(Cerebral Palsy) so I am having a dance party on my bed in my room, Yes dear reader I can still wiggle my body. I have my headphones on so I don't wake my dad, I am choosing to not let the pain win. …
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Chris is now My friend(Alex update 1/3/15)
Note to reader: If you want the backstory to this post check my trials in love tab. Dear reader Alex's friend Chris has been talking to me on FB and the phone, He thinks I am sad, I swear him and Alex could be twins, it must be an Iowa thing lol. I swear it …
Loving you from afar
I have no choice it seems but to love you from afar. You pushed me away. Yet your friends won't let me get too far. Messaging me on Facebook to ask me if you're ok. I told them that you're done with me. I gave Chris my number and told him to give it to …
I got the gift Alex said he would give me(1/2/15)
Note to reader: If you want the backstory to this post check the trials in love tab of my blog for more information. Dear reader I got the gift in the mail today that Alex said he would give me the day before he broke up with me, It is a pair of earnings. I …
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I really think he is lost(Alex update 1/2/15)
Note to reader: For the backstory on this post please check the trials in love tab of my blog. Dear reader I really do think Alex is lost, I just checked my FB messages(My other messages folder) and saw another message from another of Alex's guy friends(Sent on 12/30/14) asking if he was ok. I …
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Alex and I are over, he said he is done(12/31/14)
Note to reader: If you want the backstory to this post check the trials in love tab. WTF, dear reader Alex just showed back up a few days after being gone for about 3 weeks of no contact. He tells me why and that he loves me and all this and that he asked me …
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Happy almost 2015 dear reader.
I am going to be upfront and honest with you right now and say that I am currently feeling like crap physically(My CP, Cerebral Palsy has been really kicking my butt since 3:00AM or so) and emotionally right now and I know that this year has been definitely different than passed years. For the first …
The one who broke me and the one who loves me.
One broke me and he is still holding the proverbial knife to my throat, I am slightly praying he won't ever use it. The other loves me, even with all his flaws, not to say I don't have my own, he is my home. Both sides, both men different, both men two sides of the …
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An Alex update kind of(12/28/14)
Note to reader: If you want the backstory to this post please check the trials in love tab of my blog. Dear reader I was checking my "other messages" tab on my FB and saw a message that a friend of Alex had left me on the 21st of this month saying to call him …
4 years ago today you gained your Angel wings.
4 years ago for reasons I still don't understand(I get the how of you dying, I still don't get the *why*) you left this world and got your Angel wings. It figures you'd get to figure out flying before me lol. I miss you every day, please know you're not forgotten. -Love always your little …
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