Trying to keep the wolves at bay For you see they want to play They are secrets hidden Where shadows dwell Hidden in my soul Trying to tell Of the day I fell for the man Of my dreams The ONE He who didn't want me. Love torn out a piece of my heart A …
Continue reading Random poem like thing that just was floating around in my mind
I want to stay nice and not let the wall come back up. He still is my friend and I pray he finds joy and love someday. He is a nice guy. I know I am worth love and that I will find it. The feeling that someone is out there looking for me hasn't …
Continue reading If you don’t follow your beliefs when times are hard you don’t believe them
I know dear reader that I did that, I was open, honest, and real. I will not change because he didn't want me. When I find a guy I love I will tell him. As I feel I will say, someone will want the honesty. I will not be bitter and build my walls back …
I really did fall for him as a person, it wasn't like I liked him because he liked me first then forcing myself to like the other stuff about them. I told him I love you because damn it I felt it. Not because he is cute or because he was nice to me first …
He now says he never liked me at all that way...WHY THE FUCK CAN'T PEOPLE JUST SAY NO???...NO I DON'T WANT A LONG-DISTANCE RELATIONSHIP??? I would have understood. Letting me fall deeper and deeper for 5 days when he never liked me is SO fucked up. He said he thought that I'd just stop liking …
He broke up with me tonight(Please hold the I told you so), he says he doubts he can be who I want him to be, which is crazy because I never asked for him to be any different and the distance. He doubts he will ever be able to come here. I feel crushed because …
Continue reading He broke up with me tonight(Please hold the I told you so)
Why do you read my stuff, or like it, or follow my blog(if you do) dear reader? What do you see in me? I am really just a girl trying to live her life, truly I am just me, no more no less. This blog is my place to write and rant: my joy, my …
My bf is a blogger as well we met on here I fell In love with his words first before we talked some of the things he writes I have felt too, as if I could have wrote the post myself. I want to heal ever hurt he's ever had not just because he is …
Continue reading I don’t just like his body I like his soul too.
Update on my day today(4th of July): My older brother Nick came to visit me and my dad at our house with his wife and kids, my niece brought her hubby and baby. I got to hold the baby, I held him sitting in up in the inside of my arm with my other arm …
We got to play Castle Crashers together again, it was soo awesome. He doesn't even care that I am not really good at pushing too many buttons at once(damn you hands for not listening to me lol) and he had to keep healing me after I died. He even let me kill him so I …
Continue reading Got to game it over the net with my bf on the PS3.
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