I am nervous about writing this dear reader because I know he reads my blog but I have got to get my feelings out so here it goes: I still miss him which is odd because we haven't missed a day of talking to each other since we "met". I know we broke up and …
Category: Trials in love,
The End(Another random poem type thing)
Can you see the star The one just above Where you are Shining brightly In the night I thought you were my guiding light The way home The light under which to roam. You can't see That I care You didn't dare To fall Into me The lady Who wished to help You see the man …
Random poem like thing that just was floating around in my mind
Trying to keep the wolves at bay For you see they want to play They are secrets hidden Where shadows dwell Hidden in my soul Trying to tell Of the day I fell for the man Of my dreams The ONE He who didn't want me. Love torn out a piece of my heart A …
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If you don’t follow your beliefs when times are hard you don’t believe them
I want to stay nice and not let the wall come back up. He still is my friend and I pray he finds joy and love someday. He is a nice guy. I know I am worth love and that I will find it. The feeling that someone is out there looking for me hasn't …
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I still miss him
I really did fall for him as a person, it wasn't like I liked him because he liked me first then forcing myself to like the other stuff about them. I told him I love you because damn it I felt it. Not because he is cute or because he was nice to me first …
Why couldn’t you just say no?
He now says he never liked me at all that way...WHY THE FUCK CAN'T PEOPLE JUST SAY NO???...NO I DON'T WANT A LONG-DISTANCE RELATIONSHIP??? I would have understood. Letting me fall deeper and deeper for 5 days when he never liked me is SO fucked up. He said he thought that I'd just stop liking …
He broke up with me tonight(Please hold the I told you so)
He broke up with me tonight(Please hold the I told you so), he says he doubts he can be who I want him to be, which is crazy because I never asked for him to be any different and the distance. He doubts he will ever be able to come here. I feel crushed because …
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I want to be his super woman
Ok dear reader I admit it I am stalking my bf's page and every sad post I read makes me want to cry, How the hell can this world hurt such a beautiful soul?it's as if people are smashing a diamond to pieces. I want to protect him, to guard his heart, to nurture his …
I don’t just like his body I like his soul too.
My bf is a blogger as well we met on here I fell In love with his words first before we talked some of the things he writes I have felt too, as if I could have wrote the post myself. I want to heal ever hurt he's ever had not just because he is …
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I love my country.
My dad served in Nam, he was drafted right out of high school into the Army, my brother Shaun served in the Army, my ex hubby is a former Marine. He was in for the 4 years we were together, That time showed me how much military members are heroes. I love my country it …