Note to reader If talk of sex bothers you then please don't read this post. I really really miss sex. I am so horney right now it almost hurts. I haven't had any since June of 2011. I really really want the next man I sleep with to be one I will be serious with …
Category: Secrets
If you are offended by sex or talk of sex please don’t read this post.
Warning anymore reading this post if you are offended by sex or talk of sex then please don't read this post. This is my personal blog and I will never censor my feelings or emotions here if you don't like them that's fine , you are not forced to read them. Dear reader I really …
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Feeling alone inside and I am not sure why.
Note to the reader: The following post is a rant to get my personal thoughts and feelings out and it should not be taken as anything more than that. Dear reader I am feeling alone inside right now and I am not sure why. I just want to feel understood. Not necessarily to have someone …
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Frank is gone for good now(I think)
Dear reader I think Frank is now gone for good, it's now past the time he wanted to have the lunch date with me and there are no text message from him so I think I am done with him.I am really sick of being teased with things/people I can't have, it's been like that …
A lunch date? Are you even listening to me?
Dear reader Frank just asked me on a lunch date tomorrow, after I poured my heart out to him. He is not getting this at all. *headdesk* I have had WAY too much of hey you can have it....OOOPS...just kidding to last me FOREVER. I am so done. Gonna sleep now. Note: Check the prior …
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I want a man, not a temptation.
Frank is back dear reader and asking to see me this morning as friends. I bluntly told him I want a man not a temptation from a man I can't have. He is saying he can see me and not want me but I can't. I am serious trying not to cry right now, he …
Why can’t I forget you?(Forbidden)
You left Your scent lingersYou held my handsYou held my gazeYour voice replays in my mindIs it because you are forbidden?Or is this my soul's way of telling me your fate is tied to mind somehow?
Still find myself thinking about Frank
Note: Frank is the guy I met at the casino the other night, check the trials in love tab for more info on him if your interested dear reader.I keep finding myself remembering his voice at odd random moments, or smelling his scent at random times. I know it's weird, wrong, and crazy dear reader …
Temptation
Frank just randomly texted me: "I just want you to know that your great." Then I said thank you. He then said: "I hope you find a great guy to take care of you." I said "Me too". I know it's wrong but I won't lie on here dear reader...he is temptation because he is …
Craving touch
I am craving touch right now dear reader, sex, I want to be naughty, submissive, BUT ONLY to the right man: Someone gentle, kind, loving, understand, and worth, who can give and take. Understand the submissive in me is ONLY FOR THE BEDROOM. He who gets my heart gets my body it's been 2 and half years …
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